Thursday, September 29, 2005
Exam lai liao.
ok this is screwed. think this update is strange. the tab on top is like 1.5 times my screen size. wierdo. haha first time im saying that. i repeat myself again. this must and shall be a short entry. or so i hope.yeah.. so? last time i update was on mon. i just remem that we shouldnt slander others on the net. did I? cause nowadays dont know wad happen to students. crazy. go sch forum and bang teacher. lol. lame sia. liddat also can. nvr get caught i laugh. getting out of hand the young are.. haha maybe me too. have to change soon. serious mode is as from Jan. Jan. Jan. 2006. start of last yr in TJC. A lvls. argh. siao liao. promos is like in 4 days. siao kia. i havent completed my syllabus. omg la.
so, tues.. went over pam's house to study.. helped her change the babies' homes.. guess she's somewad pissed by i-do-not-know wad.. i think. she wanted to kill the male hamster. me too. trouble king. sex-lover. yeah.. the one at my house is biting me. and ppl may think im mean but i do beat the hamsters. dont care la. u take care of your future children also must use caning and stuff to discipline children right. if nt ar.. they become ills of the society. oh ya. i received my chinese essay. (48-2)/70. steady bo. 1st time in history. lol. he said great improvement ok. new hopes in dropping chinese. then studied abit at her house then fell asleep then left.. slp at 3am.
wed? sian day. woke up late. reach sch late. went for briefing for college clean-up with koange. ya lame la.. clean canteen. worse. have to see mrs.lee my 1st 3 months econs teacher. suan kia. nothing much this day.. went home with pam in cab.. rush home to finish ionic equilibrium. song bo. slp at 2.30am.
today? also damn sian. wake up like 7.25am. steady. new record for wake-up-late competition. haha. sian. heng my mama send me to sch like yest. then go sch distribute duties for clean-up. ponned all lectures of the day. find it useless. promo lai liao still teach new things? use your brain use your brain use your brain! aper ini~ bodoh sial. so went to study in library tried to do second order differential. bloody difficult. went out halfway to pei pam eat lunch. then fmaths make up was terrible. i was like stunned. dont know how to do la. mr.ng the pro. sit first row can feel his aura. attendance worst in history. however, o2 is still the best. best class, wad to do. yeah after tt went library slp 10min then do abit of trigo for pam. and borrowed 2 bks. 1 is on mechanics another on maths. crazy chow. then just reached home lor chiong EOM. think mine i like shit though. lol. bo bian. get it over and done with. must finish alkenes today. maths can do another day i guess.. oh ya saw WX's blog just now. lol. think its abt 1000words too. ^5 man.
yup. thats it. hope this is short enough.
yes i hope.
think not. study now.
mug.
bye blog.......................
Monday, September 26, 2005
Today Kenna Bang.
I'm gonna say this again. Its been a long time since a last posted. wad to do. busy. but i dont know wad the hell i've been doing for the past weekend. go my house downstairs the ThaiPan restaurant to eat and study with a new study group. but..................... i think i die liao la. wasting my time. wasting my life away. and fri my new sofa came. damn big. damn wide damn comfy la. dont mind slping there every night. also, my hamsters have returned. the mother and the 4babies. still looks like piglets though. cleaned the whole cage in 1hr yest. did it without touching the babies. or i did abit. nt supposed to cause they say mother smell the baby gt human smell then eat. liddat lor. dont know which heartless mom or dad will eat children. the father damn horny. see the auntie wanna go have sex with her liao. anyway, i've been receiving comments that my 1000 word essay on a week is damn long. like duh, 1000words wad. i'll try to keep it short, for now at least. lets see.. i 10days nvr blog. meaning by ratio and proportion,1000 x 10/7 = approx. 1428 words.
haha bet no-one would be such an idiot sitting down to read a nobody's blog. lol. lets see..
i ponned YO though lian wei ask me go. really dont wanna. already wanna quit liao leh. but he ask me end at the end of the term. quite sian la. see the same face over and over. but thats nt my main reason though. anyway ChowThief is lvl.27 liao.. and another char in Bootes called ChowSniper is lvl.12. nt bad. but thats partly wad i did during the weekend.
let's talk abt today. kenna bang. bang bang who died. CYRENE TAN banged me. who knows why. MRS CHUA banged me. heng lim poh suan didnt. if nt i score hat-trick. darrell la. throw eraser at me. then i gt so irritated i jsut picked 1 small piece and throw at him. next, i gt banged. wah kao. she blind or wad? wah lao. i was listening attentively la pls. she hates me. i can feel and sense it. then i shout at her then she diam. thats phy and came chem in 221. air-con room which i'll probably may be in nxt yr. provided i get promoted la. then hafiz sit behind me disturb me. draw on my neck. throw sweet wrapper at me. wah kao. ungrateful la give him sweet he dont throw. zZzZz. then kick my chair. then i so pissed i just shove the table back. then kenna bang. wah kao. today mayday suayday. then pissed lor.
and GP lim poh suan say nxt mon must return GP bulletin which i happily lost abt 2 or 3wks ago. song bo. happy new yr.
1wk later is my promos.
mon - GP & Chinese
tues - break
wed - break
thurs - C Math & F Math/Bio
fri - Chem
mon - Phy
tues - Econs
ya and i have to hand in my GP bulletin on the day of exam. crap right. later she fail me i really happy. with sarcasm of course if anybody doesnt detect it. this fri must hand in EOM liao. song bo. time flew. time flies. time flied.
7days... [Sounds like the Ring isnt it? <------ lame. i know it. (-.-)" ]
yeah.. study study study.
hope to see this blog again sometimes soon.
sorry to those who had been anticipating to read my blog.
bye.=)
Friday, September 16, 2005
Tuba ABRSM Grade 5 Exam
wah. its been years since i last blogged. yeah.. i was really damn bloody busy the past.. long time. haha ok.. just counted. 8 days. 8days every week.. (no link) i shall try to recall my past.Friday
I went to sch to prac with yihern. woke up at 9.15? reach sch at 9.45, started prac only at abt 10am. then yeah.. praced lor.. nt bad la.. 2nd prac with him. its alright. saw clara earlier who was slacking in yihern's studio watching russell peters. i nvr knew that he had his own recording or sound studio. wtf. he has 10k to spend and he has already spent 7k. wtf right. and inside equipments are so high-tech. im so impressed by those gadgets. then after me was clara.. she went on to prac her dip. pieces.. while i watched bit and pieces of russell peters. haha bloody racist asshole. and they hid it so inside the comp. that no one will ever find it. let me see.. my documents, my pictures, sample pictures. there it is. the video of mr.peters. he sounds ang mor-ish but is actually an indian. or so i think. oh ya i also installed maplestory inside.. so cool la. hid it inside the same seceret compartment. so maybe i free can go there to play. haha.. then yihern one moment thought i was backstabbing him while talking to clara. but actually its just that i said "i dont know whether can install and play, you go ask yihern." then he ask me i say nothing its just maple, but he didnt believe, so he called me after his prac with clara and ask wad was i saying. lol. i went home then went out again to study with pam at the airport.. thats all i remem.. did damn little i know.. supposed to finish ionic equilibrium but i barely touched a few pages. too distracted by her beauty.=) then tt bloody airport guy chase us away. wtf. lameass. not say some1 wanna sit there. kns. then went parkway to eat pasta. wanna go delifrance actualyl but they change so much until i dont know wad to eat. then we left. lol.. then sent her home.
sent her home liao.. sat at her house downstairs.. chatted damn long.. really.. damn long.. 1st time.. face-to-face.. then pour out everything lor. then she was supposed to go back up at 9pm to watch some china show but didnt. in the end, we went up at abt 10+ then i saw the baby hamsters. oh ya.. the mother hamster gave birth. makes pam a grandma and me a grandpa. lol.
then left at abt 11+ la.. supposed to prac but didnt.. couldnt bear to leave those babies. they are damn bloody cute. one stupidly jumped to the floor and couldnt get up. thats all i remem..
Saturday
woke up at abt 10+? went to maple. no mood to study la.. lost momentum cause of wed. then liddat la. went over to leonard's house to lesson. ya.. think i played so much better than the past. that's cause i've been practising wad.. except i didnt learn my scales well.. that's saddening. yeah.. then went over to the esplanade to borrow my "Legend" score by Philip Catelinet for my Grade 5. stupid la.. have to sign up for membership again.. 21bucks leh. nt say i damn rich la. then went back down to look for my mama. the hollywood shop is damn cool. nxt time wanna buy something for pam there. then joined my mama at the cafe. its like super nice. really. seriously. one of the waitresses look like malorie from temasek now SAJC. vivian should know her.. haha i mean must know her. afterall they from the same section la. then ordered cookies and cream shake or something. its damn nice. literally gt cookies and cream. and ordered some salmon pie. its nice. really. but damn ex. but i promised to bring pam there. yeah.. refuese to tell her where though.
Sunday
mm.. didnt go for pw. cause no pw. slacked at home almost whole day. wanna do my gp. but wtf. i lost my bloody GP BULLETIN. WTF. damn shithead la me. how on earth i lose it. i cant even remem. the last time i saw it was the monday in the last week last term. sian half. was damn nervous. cause tt bitch is gonna screw me upside down. seriously. she's a big bitch. she hates me. wads new. heng she dont care. but she'll know sooner or later.
Monday
quite some schling. cant wake up la.. nt used to it. i wish i nvr had to study. bet every student in the world would say that. which is practically impossible la. unless we are in a 3-world country. S'pore is actually a 3rd world country. but isnt cause of the low GDP caused by small population. that's why S'pore governement is smart. stoned through ALL tutorials cause i nvr did any1 except Mr.Ng's area and vol. quite difficult. after sch then sent pam home and went home prac for abt 3hrs.. long tones and my pieces.. and flexibility exercise..
Tuesday
sian day again lor. PE went to play tennis. like sai. serve the ball out of court. lol. lame sia. then jerky came over to play with us. wth la. then i sian1/2. anyway tk went to do make-up PE. with *ahem*. i was supposed to go MS to do my aural. but ms chew wasnt around. pam was trying to finish her last page of econs so waited. then in the end ended up at her house auralling. lol sounds like oralling. which is totally wrong. sang like shit in front of her family members. and i forgot to greet her ah ma la. first time in history. feel damn bad also. wads new.. planned to prac lots this day. but i didnt. only touched a few scales. die la. then dont know wad went wrong with me. keep on playing like sai. spend 1hr on Ab minor arpeggio. cause i cant articulate properly and my lips dont work properly.
Wednesday
had lunch alone then with pam joining me. so funny that every1 see me ask me why i eating alone. lol. skipped most of civics to have aural lesson with ms chew while pam was trying to study her econs but i think distracted by me=P. haha my STM is damn bad. my memory is bad. just cant remem the melody. lame sia me. then i had my GP compre with the rest of the ppl in LT1. Hafiz sat beside me and farted a million times before he finally admitted. i knew it long ago. just nt sure. then Darrell la. make so much noise together with Arjun then distract me. i ended up finishing the last in my class. ppl doing AQ i still stuck in summary. nt born to do GP la. obviously. lol. then left early.. sorry had to leave pam to go hom herself. sian la.. sorry. went home to prac.. nt alot cause i should rest more. did usual stuff plus learnt G# minor scale i think.
Thursday
praced after sch in band room cause no MEP teachers around to open rooms. then left for CCAB to find leonard. upon arrival saw leonard with the security guard. so on time. then he ask us to warm up and so we did. then we went thru the piece which i didnt play well. so different from sat la. wth. bet he damn disappointed. then yi hern did very well as an accompanist. yeah.. he's a good pianist. very good. please to have him, or rather, honoured. diploma leh. then did blazevich. like sai. i cant breathe relaxingly. dont know why. jialat lor. then he tested me a scale. then i siao liao cause wrong. then yeah.. quite demoralised.. then i think i know yihern not saying anything.. and he asked wad's leonard's name again. leonard. then he said he knew it. for a moment, i thought he knew who he was. but as a matter of fact, he just said he had a "Leonard" face. meaning someone who looks like he has a name leonard. strange theory but true cause i met with such things before. went to office to look for mrs.wong ho chong. but then, met m.siao. chatted quite a while.. its been quite sometime since i last talked that much to him. yeah.. my ex-bandmaster. i cant believe jinhao looks down on him. quite pissed with him actually. as if jin hao is some big shot that he doesnt have to go attend NCO camp. come on la. its nt like they have a shit conductor. nvm. and mrs.wong passed me her "Advice on Assessment" letter.
"At the recent SNYO assessment held on 20th Aug 05, you have been awarded with a Grade D/Poor. This is considered a weak grade. You are adviced to be better prepared for your next coming assessment or you may have to leave the SNYO."
yeah, warning letter. i expected it. nt an E though. heng lor. after promos i shall prac.. i will. hope i'll be better and just fix my damn bloody sound, embrochure and articulation. after this i definitely have no problem. guarantee 100%. then i ponned YO lor.. she let me wad. so happy. went home read through the scale book then too lazy to prac liao. dont wanna further tire my lips. yeah yeah.. then went to slp early. didnt call Pam. sorry.
Friday (today)
today tried to be as slack as possible. mass PE was lame la.. do nothing. he just talked on the PE electives which i dont know wad to go for. twain wanna go for learning head and handstand. wont mind though. wanna go scuba but scared kenna eaten up by the great white shark. scary. or paralyzed by the jellyfishy. like pokemon like tt. PE ended early. then eat early breakfast. sch's fish set is better than the other set. of course. then ponned f.maths lecture on Polar Coordinates supposedly with TK but he pangsehed me. then i tried slping in band room. but cant have a happy slp cause go dream then go reality again. if u get wad i mean. then went back to lessons and had PW. chose to go kia chai's house again. arjun whole life the house N.A or unuseable. whole life. then she remarked my EOM which anyhow to last night. so dont care lor.. better at least. then told the chi teacher i leaving for exam. he asked me to go get pink form. i did. then F.tong catch me and scold me for being in my pe shirt when i forgot to change. before scolding he was flirting with a teacher la. seriously. talking bout whether she's a GP teacher or something. then gt the pink form. then filled in and cant find my CT. so forget it. yihern came out late at 12.45 and met him at 1+. yeah. damn long. then my CT called. i didnt bother to pick up his call. dont like him anyway. he showed me quite a couple of magic tricks. including ones online and this guy from ACJC called Huron with his "Fire in the Hole" and "Hotspot". i really dont know how they do. and magic is evil.
went to prac awhile but didnt boost my confidence tt much. then slack again. Pam looked for me and passed me a usual good luck card. she first time spell my name as Terance. haha nvm la. its alright. as long as its from her i love it. =) haha hope she's nt reading =P. then she got angry cause i went to recital studio to prac 1st. i also dont know why. wads wrong with goin to prac 1st? nt say i go off to Gramercy liao right. after she left prac awhile more. then went to find yihern. he was singing TONGHUA with a mic. recorded himself and deleted. i think its quite cool so tried it out too. lol. my singing sucks. hope pam doesnt know i sang too=X. then recorded 2 times. went to have lunch-tea then twain came over to listen to my singing. then went back to practice.. twain played with me. i played like shit. did some aural stuff and yihern thinks im alright. off to Gramercy.
hong ghee called me halfway complain abt his junior sign contract with tkband. wth? i dont even know wth he talking abt. told him busy call him back later.
reach there i was damn nervous. heng gt yihern calm me down. haha went with him around the shop to look at things. then he keep on talking to the indian man and chinese woman invigilators.
lol friendly man he. then the indian invigilator gave me nicer chair. thanks. yeah then waited for quite sometime before entering. damn nervous. took my own sweet time to get ready and tune. haah yihern hint to me damn obvious as his fingers point everywhere. lol. then started off with Tuba Suite VI- Marzuka, Legend. then yihern left. then i carried on with aural. the sight singing was perfect. he ask me the period i answer correct but the reason i dont know. cause nvr learn. but nvr mind la. then the clapping was abit wrong cause cant remem. the memory sing was alright too. then scales ar. all muffled. lol. die la. the Bb chromatic scale i went 2 octaves when its supposed to be a 12th. then Ab minor added a few more notes when coming down. F minor ask him for permission to replay which he said ok. and thats it. dominant seventh anyhow play. sian lor. forgot. then sight reading was damn easy. my lips didnt work though. but ppl say rhythm more important which i gt all correct. yeah then ok lor. thanks.
sent yihern to tj to zap! to help his friend collect notes. then he went for his CellGroup meeting. met twain and gen on the way. yeah. ttz abt it. went downstairs for dinner. lol. xtra info.
have to thank lots of ppl all these while. Dear Pam for helping with my aural, YiHern for being such a wonderful accompanist, TK for listening to my crap during lectures telling him abt my practice goes and telling me tt i might be overpractising, twain and gen for giving me abit of morale and confidence. lookit and luther for "good luck"-ing to me. yeah. thanks ppl. oh ya still gt my mama who tolerated my shit and fetch me here and there and my teacher, leonard. haha my mama wanna buy abalone nuts for leonard and yihern for their help. thanks.
thats abt it. think this entry is damn bloody long. shall stop.
tonight gt "The Phone" korean horror show.
watched long ago with m.siao, zeyu and deyna. long time ago.
miss tkband times.
realise every week my classmates will always talk abt me being dm in tk.
long history.
supposed to go back tk to help outdoor. see first la.
wanna relive the moment of half victory.
nxt time ba. realised this entry took me abt 1hr 20mins. lol
till then,
bye blog.=)
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Rain of Criticisms.
She called me in the afternoon at abt 1pm+. haiz. i really dont know wad to do la. so many things to do. so little time. i want to keep everything in place. wonder why did i chose to come tj. but on the other hand, if i didnt come tj i wouldn't have known her. true. i'm so troubled. all i want to do now is just be give a space and time to finish wadever i have to before i get back in there. am i wrong? she isnt my toy. she isnt an object. she is my gf. come on.. im so stuck up and have many things to do. oh well. help! but nobody hears me. she doesnt wanna end it. me neither.as i've said.. slpt very late.. or early. 5am? omg. supposed to study today but didnt. die la. supposed to do ionic equilibrium and projectiles. didnt touch any. was supposed to do ionic yesterday but couldnt concentrate. reach home cry cry. sian. and last night mapled till abit the early. wee hours of the morning. lvled up to 20.. thats nt bad i guess.
then went for YO. jinhao is goin to main. thats nice. i knew he'd go up sooner or later. and im left in the ensemble.. with lian wei who's gone missing and huihong who always nvr come. in other words.. im alone. played 2 christmas pieces today.. and han solo attack me. using his ferocious and spear-like words and concept of "air pressure" and "muscles" and "body usage". every thurs he also like that. then he'll ask me whether is it i long time nvr play. i always wanna say i did but if i did means that i'm damn lousy.
the fact is that i chose to change my embrochure. i also know its a damn bloody big change. from beginning which always tried to go back to old ways.. to trying too hard. its between them. its really not easy. sometimes i really wonder whether i was right to change. and i wonder if i can every go back to my past. when i could play without worries. just play and think that im good. and thats how i got into YO. i thought i was good and i applied. and there i am now suffering i guess. every thurs i scared to go. wonder whether i'll get another shot. come on.. it sucks. would any1 like to try and sit in my place? try my shoe? stand in my position?
everytime i go for any group practice i'll feel stressed and sian. see twain who is eupho pro. really pei fu. he's talented like mad. i dont know wad to say. bet the whole world thinks t.chow plays like crap now. or maybe always been. yeah.. sometimes i would just think of my past when some of my juniors would just look up at me and say, "you're good." thats like the past. where TKBand is filled with nothing but marching. i have not known wad a good band should sound like. not known wad a good tuba sound is like. nvr had an actual teacher like till sec3 syf. lai jin xing. yeah man. haiz...... wondered why i joined band. wonder why i nvr score well and go dunman high. or maybe why i didnt join band in pri sch. why? so many wonders. wad a wonderful world.
just reached home actually. ate some jap food and takopachi for dinner in the car. tml gonna go sch and prac with yi hern before his with clara. 8days to exam. cleaned the cage. the hammy reminds me of her. puffy cheeks. the neoprint. the one which gen said we looked a million years older. haiz.
anyway.. have to try to study. tata.
see you blog.
hope i improve?
see you blog.
Cry. Die.
I started a topic at about 9+ and ended it at abt 11.30+ with a feeling of deep confusion.I think i'll regret it all my life.
I need help. Save me. Help me. Lord, heal me.
Foolish, yes it is.. i dont know how. why. why? why am i such a foolish ass.
I do love her. I did, I do and I will still do.
Watching her cry before me like nvr before. First time it hurt me like nobody's business.
We moved from Popeye's, MRT, Walk to Simsville, Her house downstairs, 15th floor and 4th.
My heart yearned and yearned but i didnt know wad to do.
I watched her cry, and cry and cry and cry. It was such a difficult momement.
I really wanted to say yes. But i couldnt cause i didnt want to make another empty promise.
Ouch. Save me from the sea of sorrow. Remorse and regret.
Bet the whole world is gonna say t.chow sucks to the core of all cores.
I bid her goodbye as she tried to put up another usual look front to show her mom.
I knew deep inside her it was different. She felt lonely. I want to rescue her out from there.
I dont know her when i cant even take care of myself. Our babies.
I took the lift down her house. Stood down there below.
Hoped to catch a maybe last glimpse of her. Ouch. It hurts.
----------------------------just went to the balcony------------------------------------
it does. 2 wantons made.
i waited for abt 5-10mins. and i didnt see her. think she went back to her room straight.
my turn. as i retreated from her home, i started to break out.
ouch. really. pain. tia. tong.
i sat at the bench awhile, cried for abt 5mins. realised i was cashless, may miss bus.
so i tried to stop and headed to bus-stop.
took the bus and teared awhile.
got off and wanted to go downstairs to sit. but my mom ask me go up.
then here i am. i'm at a loss of wad to do. help.
sorry. and i know you've been hearing it alot of times.
i'm a bastard. bastard king.
made promises which i sometimes forget.
i promise you now that i'll never forget the 6months 1 week 5days.
i wont break it. this i promise the promise.
as i sift through my past memories, it came clear to me how important she was.
number 1 woman.
serious.
happy memories, sad memories. how she puff her cheeks at me.
how she hmphed me.
how she *deh*ed at me.
how she tickled me.
how we fed one another.
how we got over HER.
how we got through silences.
how we got over my neoprint-phobia.
how we got over my self-centred-ness.
how she made me happy many times.
how we decided to surprise one another.
how we thought of celebrating with one another.
how we decided to go MARCHE.
how we decided to go DING TAI FENG.
how we decided to go DIM SUM at bedok.
how we decided to go CAFE CARTEL.
how we decided to go SAKAE SUSHI.
i realised there's one place left. a proper chinese restaurant of dim sum.
i failed to fulfil it.
omg.
i'm sorry again.
how many times can i sorry you?
i'm sorry.
guess i wont be able to slp tonight. same for her i guess.
cry to slp.
miss her very much.
wish i could turn back time.
shit.
Friday, September 02, 2005
A million years..
Its been a million years since i last saw http:/www.blogger.com. yeah.. a long time. and a million things happened this whole time... long long ago.. in the southern eastern part of Singapore..I dropped my phone into soup while msging Darrell. this is probably the most crap thing and most stupid and most foolish thing some1 must have heard his or her whole life. literally la. still remem.. nimble fingers didn't hold my phone properly.. then dropped into the soup. the phone sank into the soup.. from the surface to the bottom.. and the outside LCD screen was still on.. i remember. then i took it out, pressed the buttons - it still worked! then i hurriedly went to the toilet to wipe it clean. unbelievably i tried the buttons again. but this time it didnt work and the whole system hung. omg. then i off the phone. everything was off except for the lighted keypad. i took out the battery and tried to put it back. and the flash on-ed as well. so in conclusion - my samsung e330c has spoilt.
the next day supposed to have YO. but rachel and I didnt wanna go.. so we p o n e d. shh. anyway i wasnt really that enthu about goin so didnt go. she jio me nt to go 1 ok. i remem running around to sch to find rachel's no. cause i lost it. samsung saves no. inside the phone. was inside MS slacking around with ms.chew and lookit. then cant remem go where liao. just remem i went to PS to change my phone to er.. nokia 3120. some cheap phone la. signed up for a new plan to get a free samsung phone worth $300. and guess wad. my new no. differs from my old by 1 no. my new is 9***4***. thats the diff. cool eh.
then mm.. went to watch innocent steps super duper nice. the dancing was slick and solid and zai and smooth and dont know wad more words to use to describe. fantastic supreme. but some bastards due to jealousy went to whack the teacher's leg. asshole. then the chio gf have to dance with the king of bastard. but she danced so well cause of that teacher aka lover aka husband. anyway, no more sneak peaks and previews. go watch la ok. guranteee is nice. unless you no taste. then after the movie went to try to grab the pooh in the machine but didnt have any luck no skill. spent about $15 there la.. and played the drum machine for the 1st time. lame sia.. i play easy all the beats in centre. normal then mix. but i got an average of B.. not bad la hor.
took chem spa and dont know how anyhow do. was very complicated to do la. then after the spa darrell came out wanna die keep on saying dont know how to do. and i thought i was correct when the whole class said the R for the second one was 7+. die lor.. level 7? level 6? dont know la.. dont know dont care. haiz. chem and phy still lagging by a million years. liddat.
also, during this period i got the dota cd from darrell. tried to play with him over on battlenet but without success. tried to connect for 2hrs but still fail. loser sia. the nxt day then know that firewall cant create cause ppl cant join game. anyway, i'm addicted.. and i'm improving, and i'm OWNING.........
wed ponned sch to go back TK. met the NPCC gang at 8am in the morning and saw Avi. looks the same still. then took 33 to TK reach there like 8+9. then went to watch the performance and concert. which wasnt really that nice la. its more like a competition like 30s to fame that kind of shit. lame sia. athika sang ok. didnt recognise that it was her. lol. then raimi kp la.. say the whole sch turn around to see me 'band major'. lame sia. anyway its 'drum major'. thats the past la.. leave that behind. then talk to tan kee hoe. still the same.. saw dheeraj. his hair like rocker liao la.. went overseas to study. wonder whether he gt bullied anot. and he's taking BIO. omg how he take bio when he didnt even study that for O's? funny la. then talked to mrs.lee.. she talked to me quite long.. sat in her office.. then suddenly mention abt me goin over to TCHS. wah kao. news spread abit fast. and aiya forget it dont wanna talk about it. and i stupidly picked up my CT's call and his PMS tone.
'Hello is this Terence?'
'Yes?'
'mr.lim here. where are you now?'
'i am in TKSS to visit my teachers.'
'Why are you not in sch today?'
'i am in tk.'
'do you know that it is an official school day and you are supposed to be in school?'
'yes.'
'do you know wad is being absent from sch without permission in english?'
'no.'
'it is truancy. i want a letter of explanation from you on fri. bye.'
and so i went to ask my mom to sign the letter last night and she gave me a 45min lecture cum scolding. sian1/2. in the end she sign la.
cant remem so many things which happened. today? had a super boring day. pe was crap. listen to 'this old man' talk for 1 whole period. more than that. er.. 55mins? in the end eat break then late for lecture then decided to pon. had some group evaluation again. i saw my name bottom written by some1. but nvm its alright. i wrote the person's name there too. sorry but i wish everythign was equal. derrick loaded dota during pw. omg la. didnt realise could work. wanted to play after chinese but every1 pang sei. sian diao. then went with pam to do make up pe. 1000 skips. but we did 500 la. wanna die liao. should have ran 6 rounds instead. left sch at around 3.30pm.. then went bugis to buy bag. looked around damn long then finally decided to buy at the first shop. bargained with the uncle from 25 to 20, pam's from 22 to 17. tried hard la.. but its also not good to take too much advantage. afterall, ppl's out to make a living. why make it hard for others? the bag's nice la.. not bad. like it.
anyway think this update abit the long ar. maybe longer than my 1st!
haha perhaps, perhaps, pheraps.
so, time now is to call pam. tml no sch. must mug. and prac.
2wks later is my exam. and i'm still unprepared. alamak.
wanna die la.. why i so stupid went to sign up in the 1st place. so stressed cause of everything.
haiz. still wanna get 2As for promos. namely, C Maths and F Maths. the chances are low but not impossible.
so, gtg....
till then blog.. nights..